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Monday, June 30, 2014

Hazel Birth Story

Hazels Birth Story


Here I am, 41 weeks and two days pregnant and still no baby.  I had a Dr. Appt. the day before and Dr. said I was almost a two 80 percent effaced. This, just like every week before this wasn't very good news. I could not believe this baby was still inside my belly.



The night before our baby was born, I went to bed with some pains, praying this was it. I didn't even want to tell Jake, because I didn't want to jinx it.  About in the morning I was woken up by a sharp labor pain. I got really excited, could this really be it?! I told myself I was going to go back to sleep and see if another wakes me up. An hour later, I was woken up again by another sharp pain. This time I started timing them and they were minutes apart. Holy cow! So thats when I woke Jake up. He had an important day at school the next day, so I didn't want to head to the hospital unless we knew for sure this was it, plus I wanted to labor at home as much as possible. We went downstairs and started to play Mario, thats when we noticed the contractions were getting closer and closer, almost 4 minutes apart and starting to hurt bad. Oh my gosh, that came fast. We called my dad and he rushed over to stay with Lola. We grabbed our bags and were out the door. The entire way to the hospital my contractions were timing about 7 minutes apart, they starting slowing down. By the time we got to the hospital and into the room where you wait to be checked in they really slowed down. I started to freak out. The doctor (hospital Dr.)  came in and told me I could go back home if I wanted, that the contractions had slowed down and if I wanted to have a natural birth than there was no point of me staying. I told him that I needed a minute and when he left the room I just broke down. I was so disappointed, I knew what I felt and I didn't want to leave. The nurse came in and saw me upset. I told her that I didn't want to leave, I was pretty sure I was in labor and she told me she would call my doctor and see if he thought it would be okay if I got checked in and stayed. I knew that if I was to get checked in then I was going to have this baby, rather it was on its on or if they would have to get things going themselves. At that point, I didn't care, I was having this baby today and I was pretty dang sure this baby was on it's way, no matter what they said. So they called my doctor, who happens to be the coolest Dr. ever and he told them to let me check in and see if I start progressing again. Oh my gosh, I was soooo relieved and so excited! As soon as we got checked into our room and I got relaxed my contractions were back! I knew it. I believe the stress of me being so worried about it being false labor had slowed down my labor. Once I was clam and relaxed, this baby was ready! We got checked in about 10:00 am.








Once the nurse checked me again, I was at a 7. I knew I had hit transition. I was having hot/cold flashes, my legs were shaking and I pretty much thought I was going to die.  I kept looking up at Jake and telling him "I can't do this" The poor guy didn't know what to say, you could tell he just felt bad for me. He told me he was worried that since I was late he thought this baby was going to be too big for me to deliver and maybe I really couldn't do it, but of course he never said that out loud. He just held me through every contraction and cheered me on.  I suddenly felt the urge to push. I was standing of course, I do all my laboring standing. Laying in bed and laboring is not for me. I had another contraction and BOOM, my water broke all over the floor. The nurse rushed over to me. I think I remember her saying something along the lines of okay, "Page the Dr!" and then asked me if I could make it into the bed as she is holding her hands underneath me, as if she was ready to catch a baby. I'm pretty sure you could see the head and at that point I wasn't sure I could make it in the bed, I was in so much paint, but between contraction I managed to hop up in bed and when the next contraction hit, I had to push. My Dr. was not there yet, but a couple EMTs and the I'm pretty sure a Dr. was there. there were so many unfamiliar faces around, but I didn't care. I had to push, and this baby was coming! A couple pushes later and there SHE was. This itty bitty 6 lbs 6 oz, beautiful baby girl. I still got to hold her right away and all that natural jazz, even though my Dr. wasn't there. He showed about about 5 minutes too late, but the poor guy tried. This little girl came fast once I hit a 7. There was my baby, miss Hazel Jane. I think I remember smiling and saying "she looks like Lola." "Lola has a sister!" I was so excited, they had each other.











Tuesday, June 3, 2014

40 week bump check



40 Weeks

June 3, 2014




how far along:  40 weeks

size of baby:   

maternity clothes:  Yes, please. 

weight gain: 27  Pounds 131 lbs total

symptoms: False Labor, tons of pelvic pain and pressure

looking forward to: Giving Birth!

exercise


cravings/aversions:  craving burgers!  


movement

sleep: Waking up to pee a lot and hoping my water breaks!

gender: boy?

worries: That I will have to be induced 


what's different this time: I'm still pregnant!  


milestones: Made it to my DUE DATE! 

best moment this week: Keeping my sanity. 


Tuesday, May 20, 2014

38 Week Bump Check

38 Weeks
May 20, 2014





how far along:  38 weeks

size of baby:   

maternity clothes:  DUH!

weight gain:  25 Pounds still 129 lbs total.. will I make it to 130?! 

symptoms: braxton hicks, does nesting count? Pelvic pain and even pre-labor!

looking forward to: MEETING YOU! Please come soon! 

exercise: HA


cravings/aversions: Still craving burgers and bbq. 


movement: I can see your feet swipe across my belly sometimes. I can tell pretty much exactly where you are. Your butt likes to make an appearance on occasion as well. 

sleep: I turn over, then I turn over again, then I turn over again.. and again and again!  

gender: boy?

worries: Dr. said my belly is measuring two weeks small, so we had to get another ultra sound, turns out you are still perfect and they said I just make small babies.  


what's different this time:  I don't get braxton hicks when I go on walks like I did with Lola. 


milestones:  Full term, well, pretty much anyway! 

best moment this week: Celebrated my second mothers day last week, gosh I love being a mommy! Also celebrated your daddy's 30th birthday this week! 

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

34 Week Bump Check

34 Weeks
April 22, 2014


how far along:  34 weeks

size of baby:   

maternity clothes:  Yes, please. 

weight gain: 20 Pounds 

symptoms: heart burn & back pain while sleeping. 

looking forward to: Bring life into this World. 

exercise: Squats, squats and more 
squats. 

cravings/aversions:  craving burgers and BBQ! Oh, and sweets of course 

movement: You are positioned just like your big sissy was, feet all the way on my right side, kicking me in my ribs. You are a party animal at night as well. You are lucky I am so in love with you!  Oh, and I felt your hiccups for the first time 2 weeks ago! You get them all the time, just like your sissy did!

sleep: Finally got out my snoogle!! Why did I wait this long?!?! That thing is AMAZING! Your daddy hates it though, oh well!  

gender: boy?

worries: Every little thing, is gonna be alright. 

what's different this time:  I have been getting Charlie Horses when sleeping, that never happened before. Oh and more heart burn, boooo!

milestones: Continuing the third trimester with a healthy, beautiful little baby in my belly. 

best moment this week: Mommy and Daddy bought 8 baby chicks! You my little sweet pea have some crazy parents! Easter was this week, as well. It was a beautiful day and you played in my belly while your sissy enjoyed playing outside at Grammy and Pa Pa Healey's house! 

Monday, April 21, 2014

Lola Rae- 18 Months


Lola Rae- 18 Months

My sweet sweet, green eyed girl, I’m already starting to bawl just THINKING about writing this post.  The fact that my little Pnut is already a year and a half old just blows my mind. So much has changed since your first birthday, I don’t even know where to start.  You are turning into a little girl right before my eyes. You now weigh a whole 19 lbs 14 oz and are 31 inches tall.

You  make me so proud every day. I wake up to the sound of you mumbling “ ma ma ma ma ma ma” over the monitor, over and over again, until I walk in there and you greet me with your sleepy, sweet smile.  Sometimes, if I don’t get there fast enough it’s “ma ma ma ma ma” “da da?”  haha you make me and your father smile about a million times a day.  You bring so much joy to so many peoples lives already, with your sweet little waves and your sweet little southern sounding “hi” and “bye” s.  I never want to forget those.

You are a great eater, even though you hate foods that most kids love, pb&j, grilled cheese, chicken nuggets, etc. forget it, you don't want it.  You want the good stuff, eggs, sausage, grilled chicken, you love mommy's green smoothies, you HAVE to start your day with a "nana" (banana) Of course you love any kind of fruit, who doesn't.  You still have never had anything to drink, except milk or water, I know, you are deprived. You have only had sweets a couple times in your life, man you are really going to think, I'm nuts when you read this one day. You eat great with you silverware, probably because you really don't like getting dirty, unless you can dip your fist in yogurt, for some reason that doesn't seem to bother you at all. ;)

You still love your "ninny" and your frog, which you have not gone a night without since you were born.

You love to dance. Mommy is going to put you in ballet ASAP. You love to walk on your tippy toes and spin and spin and spin. You get so dizzy and fall all over the place, which of course scares us, but you look so happy, you silly silly little ballerina of mine.

You are getting so smart. Your vocabulary is expanding more and more every day.  You are starting to repeat everything we say and using your signs less and less.

You know mommy has a baby in her belly, but you have no idea that it's about to come out and stay with us forever. I know you are going to be a great big sister, you are so sweet and just love babies and other children.

Some of your favorite things right now-

Baby “JO JO”
You are starting to watch “toons” Wheels on the Bus, Dinasour Train, The Color Crew and the movie Frozen are your favorites.
Your “Chicks”
Dancing like a ballerina
singing nursery rhymes with ma ma
Playing horsey with daddy



Lola Rae, watching you turn into this amazing, fun loving, always on the go, funny face, happy, clumsy, incredibly sweet little girl has been the biggest blessing of my life. You entertain me, you amaze me and you make me the happiest mommy on the Earth.  Every day with you is an adventure, that you for giving me the best days of my life so far.


Love,
Your Ma ma









Tuesday, March 25, 2014

30 Week Bump Check

         30 Weeks
March 25, 2014



how far along:  30 weeks

size of baby:   

maternity clothes:  Yes, please. 

weight gain: 18 Pounds 

symptoms: Pelvic pain, braxton hicks

looking forward to: Snuggling with a brand new baby!

exercise: I stopped the Tracy Anderson videos because my back started hurting. : ( sad lady. I'm still walking and I think chasing Lola around is plenty of exercise!! 


cravings/aversions:  craving burgers!  


movement: You have amazing dance moves. 

sleep: Back is starting to hurt. 

gender: boy?

worries: Should I be worried about something? Am I not normal for not having any? 


what's different this time:  Still very similar.  I feel like my belly even looks the same. 


milestones: Passed the Glucose test! 

best moment this week: Last week we went to Disney! By the end of the day my back and feet hurt like crazy and honestly if I would have waiting a couple more weeks to go, I'm not sure if I would have made it, but we had a blast and I'm really surprised I did so well, being so pregnant. No swelling and lots of energy still!  Also me and your daddy celebrated 7 years of being together, I sure do love that man. 

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

26 Week Bump Check




26 Weeks
February 25, 2014





how far along:  26 weeks

size of baby:   according to the bump a papaya, between 10.5-11.8 inches long and weighing 12.7 to 20.8 ounces.  Baby girl is starting to sleep in cycles, roughly 12-14 hours a day.  

maternity clothes:  Yes, please. 

weight gain: ?

symptoms: Feeling great!

looking forward to: Meeting you!!!

exercise: Still walking and doing my Tracy Anderson! 


cravings/aversions: Trying to cut out the processed foods, even if I crave them. I’m already starting not to miss them, yay! 


movement: You have been moving around so much lately, I absolutely love every second of it. I'm actually feeling your body move around, not just your kicks and punches. You even tickle mommy sometimes. ; )

sleep: so/so

gender: Still guessing a boy, but I love not knowing!

worries:  There was a little extra fluid in your kidneys at our anatomy ultrasound so we had  to get an extra ultra sound this week and everything was perfect! What a weight off of mommy's shoulders. Daddy acted like he knew everything would be fine, but I'm sure he was a little worried. You weighed 1 lb and 14 oz. I was great seeing you again, my little blessing!


what's different this time:  Still very similar.  I feel like my belly even looks the same. 


milestones: Continuing the third trimester with a healthy, beautiful little baby in my belly. 

best moment this week: Finding out that everything is perfect in our second ultra sound!


Tuesday, January 28, 2014

22 Week Bump Check



22 Week Bump Check
January 28, 2014





how far along:  22 weeks

size of baby:   according to the bump a papaya, between 10.5-11.8 inches long and weighing 12.7 to 20.8 ounces.  Baby girl is starting to sleep in cycles, roughly 12-14 hours a day.  

maternity clothes:  Yes, please. 

weight gain: 111 pounds,  lost 2 pounds! So I have gained +7 pounds total. I like that number a lot better. ; )

symptoms: Feeling better now that I have been eating better and exercising more frequently. No sign of any pass outs while working out, which makes me happy happy happy. Still taking it easy though. 

looking forward to: Continuing a healthy 
pregnancy! 

exercise: I have been doing my pregnancy work out videos a lot more and walking on the treadmill.  


cravings/aversions: Trying to cut out the processed foods, even if I crave them. I’m already starting not to miss them, yay! 


movement: I’m feeling the baby actually move now, not just kicks and jabs. That is my all time favorite thing. I’m also feeling them more frequently through out the day, but night time is  when the baby is the most active. 

sleep: Hips are actually starting to feel better. Either that, or I’m just getting used to it. 

gender: Made it through the Ultra Sound without finding out! Yay! I love not knowing. 

worries:  Trying not to worry about anything, it’s all in Gods hands. 


what's different this time:  Still very similar.  I think my belly even looks the same. 


milestones: Hmm.. not a clue. Making it 22 weeks happy and healthy!  

best moment this week: Not sure about this week, but I would have to say the ultra sound was the best moment a couple weeks ago. I LOVE getting to see our baby! 


Tuesday, January 14, 2014

20 Week Bump Check

20 Week Bump Check
January 14,14

 Halfway There! 

how far along:  20 weeks

size of baby:  according to the bump a banana, about 6.5 inches long and weighing 10.2 ounces.  I have no idea what she is doing in there right now, lets just go with growing.

maternity clothes:  Yes, Yes! My belly really has “POPPED”J these last two weeks! It’s crazy what a different just a week or two can make! 

weight gain:  Umm I was 113 at the Dr.s this week, which means I have gained 9 pounds! Yikes! 

symptoms: Feeling good! Starting to get bigger and bigger!  

looking forward to:  Our Ultra sound this week!! Yayyyy! 


exercise: Pregnancy Project. 


cravings/aversions:  Well, considering I gained 9 pounds I am going to try my best to start eating better. I really don’t  know my weight gain at 20 weeks last time, but I’m pretty sure it wasn’t 9 pounds. Time to give up cookies and bagels I guess. ;/


movement: Jake felt the baby for the first time this week!! Feeling the baby at night a lot! I love it. 

sleep: Hips are starting to hurt, dang it! I forgot this all happened this soon. I have to alternate sides a lot which doesn’t help, but I would say sleep is not too bad. 


gender: Hoping we don’t see anything on the ultra sound this week! 

worries:  Trying not to worry about anything, it’s all in Gods hands. 


what's different this time:  Still very similar.  I think my belly even looks the same. 


milestones: Halfway there!!!

best moment this week: Jake feeling the baby. ; ) Such a neat experience. 


 I can’t believe this second pregnancy is already halfway over with. Time is seriously FLYING! I am getting sooo anxious to meet our new baby, but I need to keep in mind that these next 5 months are the last months with just Me, Jake and our wonderful daughter. Life is so good.   



        

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

18 Week Bump Check

18 Week Bump Check
December 31, 2013



how far along:  18 weeks

size of baby:  according to the bump a sweet potato, about 5.6 inches long and weighing 6.7 ounces.  Baby is starting to move all over the place, rolling, twisting, kicking, punching, yawning and swallowing. 

maternity clothes:  Yes, wearing my smaller maternity jeans, my favorite maternity leggings and a couple maternity shirts quite often.  Makes me feel more comfortable than squeezing into my normal clothes. 

weight gain:  5 pounds.  One pound than I gained at 18 weeks with Lola, but I started out 2 pounds less, so I guess I’m okay with that.  ; )


symptoms: Feeling good! Starting to get bigger and bigger!  

looking forward to:  Our ultra sound in a couple weeks!


exercise: Still doing The Pregnancy Project, but not as much as I would like to. Hopefully I kick my butt in gear soon!


cravings/aversions:  Well, still not eating as well as I would like to. Hopefully the the second half of my pregnancy I will be a lot more motivated to, especially since it’s the New Year! 


movement: Starting to feel little kicks and jabs!! So excited, it never gets old!  

sleep: I still can do that half on belly, half on side position, but that probably won’t last long. It’s the most comfortable for me though. Definitely can’t lay on my back anymore without feeling sick. 


gender: Either a girl or boy! ; )


worries:  Trying not to worry about anything, it’s all in Gods hands. 


what's different this time:  Still very similar! This is the week I had my first pass out last time, and luckily no signs of that. Knock on wood! 


milestones: Umm… Making it 18 weeks without any pass outs sounds pretty good to me!


best moment this week: Celebrating New Years with great friends! 


     


Tuesday, December 17, 2013

16 Week Bumpdate!

       16 Week Bump Check
December 17,14




how far along:  16 weeks


size of baby:  according to the bump an avocado, about 4.6 inches long and weighing 3.5 ounces.  Baby can now hear my voice, is growing hair, lashes and eyebrows and is forming taste buds.

maternity clothes:  Yes, I started wearing maternity pants around 12 weeks although I still fit into my regular jeans they are sooo much more comfortable on my growing uterus.  


weight gain:  0 pounds.  I got the flu a couple weeks ago and actually lost about 4 pounds but I gained that back and now am at my normal weight. 

symptoms:  Feeling a lot better! Around 13 weeks my nausea went away, so that was amazing. I get a little dizzy if I stand up too quickly, but I had that last time as well.  I broke out around 13 weeks, but that went away, so that is good news. Other than that.. I’m feeling pretty darn good and actually forget that I’m pregnant quite often. 

looking forward to:  Seeing the baby again! 


exercise: I just started Tracy Andersons pregnancy videos and I love them. I’m avoided running and all that jazz this time around, but I’ll be anxious to get back to that after this little sweet pea arrives.  


cravings/aversions: Now that the nausea is gone I’m not AS picky, but the pickiness is definitly still there, still not a fan of eggs, but I think I’m going to force myself to eat them soon. Of course I crave all the unhealthy things like bagels and pretzels and all the lovely carbs. Oh and of course cookies, but hey it’s the holidays. ; ) Going to give them up after the new year though, need to start eating better for this little, gal, guy.  


movement:  Starting to feel little tiny jabs here and there!  


sleep:  Good, I’m starting to feel a little nauseous if I lay on my back, which I know I’m going to have to stop doing anyway. My uterus doesn’t look that heavy, but I guess it is! LOL


gender: Jake thinks girl, I think boy, dad thinks boy, mom thinks girl, Sister thinks boy, Jane thinks boy, Nikki E, thinks girl, and those are the guesses I can remember. lol


worries:  Trying not to worry about anything, it’s all in Gods hands. 


what's different this time:  So far a very similar pregnancy, I guess the only difference is I keep forgetting I’m pregnant because I’m a lot busier.  


milestones: In our second trimester! 

best moment this week: Starting to feel the baby!!





Friday, December 13, 2013

Finding out, AGAIN!



 October 4, 2013


Today I found out that I was going to be a Mother of two. What a wonderful, exciting and a little ( probably not as much as I should be) nerve-wrecking feeling. This time finding out was a little different than the last. Last time it was more of a surprise.  Jake and I were more like, well if it happens it happens, kind of thing and It happened quick and we didn't expect that at all! This time we couldn’t wait for another baby and in September decided to actually “try” for number two. Last time I took the test I was already 5 or so weeks pregnant and the test was positive right away. This time, I was miss impatient and took a couple test way too early. The first two were negative and even though I knew it was early there was a little disappointment. I felt pretty silly being disappointed considering we JUST started trying. Well, I took the 3rd test on October 4, (about 5 weeks pregnant) and it was positive!!! I had just waken up from a dream that I took a test and it said positive so of course I had to take one and see what would happen. It was about 4 in the morning and I was half asleep, but curiosity got the best of me. The test read positive right away and I couldn’t believe my eyes. I had convinced myself that it wasn’t happening this time and that there was always next month! I was sooooo excited my hands were shaking. I wanted to wake Jake up and tell him right away, but I wanted to do something cute, so I decided to wait.  I had ordered a shirt off Etsy a couple weeks prior that said "only child" with an x through it with "Big Sister" written underneath and was going to put it on Lola and show Jake as soon as we got pregnant. I know, I was a little too excited.  Well, it hadn’t come yet, so I decided to make my own! I went and got one of Lola's plain white onesies and designed the lovely message myself. Yes, it was early, but I had so much adrenaline running through me there was no way I could go back to sleep.  So I decided to make Jake pancakes and bring Lola out in her lovely homemade shirt while he was eating. I video taped it with my phone, it’s pretty cute. I handed Lola to Jake and it took him only a second to realize what her shirt said and he said "What?! Are you pregnant?!” tears starting to form and I said “Yes” =) and then there were tears and hugs and a whole bunch of happiness. Since it was about 6 am I put Lola back to bed and we went on with our day, with happy & thankful hearts. 


I hope you know how excited we are for your arrival Sweet Pea, 
You are a dream come true. 
Mommy and Daddy love you SO MUCH!












Friday, November 8, 2013

A Letter to Lola





October 21, 2013


Dear Lola,
     I can’t even put into words how incredible this last year has been with you in our lives. I have always dreamed of having a daughter, but never could I have imagined she would be as beautiful as you are, inside and out.  My love for you is greater than you will ever know or understand, at least until you have a child of your own one day. Anyone that knows you at all, knows you already have such a sparkling personality. You have the ability to put a smile on the face of any stranger. You make your father and me two of the happiest, proudest parents that this World has ever known, and you’re only one!

One year old, I still can’t wrap my head around that. It has been a whole year since I heard that first mousy cry and seen your beautiful face for the first time.  Since then, your father and I have been on the best journey of our lives. We absolutely have adored watching you grow from a tiny, fragile newborn into an independent, smart, silly (almost toddler).  I feel so blessed to get to spend each and every day with you and cherish every moment of it. You amaze me daily. I love watching your little mind work and I am in awe. You are spunky, you are stubborn, you are sweet, you are so many wonderful things.  When you are asleep I miss that mischievous little smile, you know the one you give me when I tell you not to do something, but you just really really want to do it anyway.  Or that curious little mind of yours that loves to get into any and everything. And even your hot headed little moments, because we know you have those as well. You are a determined little thing, a woman who knows what she wants and I have a feeling you are going to keep me and your father on our toes, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.

 I wish that we could hold onto your youth forever. I know that you are growing faster than we can keep up with. Soon you will have morphed into a beautiful woman and have amazing children of your own to adore. This letter will never be enough to describe the love we have for you. I hope you know how wonderful life is with you in it and how much you are loved.  You have made our lives complete and for that I thank you so so much, sweetheart.


Love your mommy & Daddy

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

10 Weeks


Pictures to come, although I look exactly the same as I did at 10 weeks with Lola Rae. Hoping to come up with some kind of idea for this little bean soon!                    


how far along:  10 weeks


size of baby:  according to the bump  a prune! Now He/She is about 1.2 inches long and weighs about .14 ounces. The body length will almost double in the next three weeks. 

maternity clothes:  nope 



weight gain:  0 pounds.  This week will be my starting point.  I’m actually 3 pounds lighter than what I weighed at 10 weeks with Lola.  I gained a total of 33 pounds with Lola and this time around I would like to gain no more than 30, but we shall see how that goes. ;)

symptoms:  Most of the fatigue is gone, thank goodness. The nausea really kicked in around 7 weeks and peaked around 8. The last two weeks I have noticed it already getting a little better. The last time it went away around 12 weeks, so I’m really counting on only two more weeks of it. I forgot how not fun feeling nauseous all the time is.  I guess I didn't have a one year old to take care of last time. ; )


looking forward to:  feeling like my normal self and not so nauseous or fatigued.  

exercise:  Hmm I have kind of been in a slump lately. Not running as much as I would like to, but hoping to pick that up soon, since I’m starting to feel better.  I did run a 10k when I was 8 weeks pregnant and had a decent time, especially for wanting to puke during the race. I had a half marathon at 9 weeks and you can just say I took that one real easy. Right Nikki? Wink Wink.


cravings/aversions:  Lots of aversions. I used to eat eggs every morning for breakfast and lately I have a hard time even making them for Lola, but hopefully that will go away, because I need my protein! I have just been really picky and I hate it. I hope that goes away soon!! 


movement:  nope.  I first felt Lola at around 16-17 weeks so of course that is when I expect to feel this little bean. 


sleep:  Fine, other than the fact that I get up to pee about 2 times a night. I’m not used to that. My little angel lets me get plenty of sleep every night, so I am just thankful for that and enjoying it while I can!  


gender:  Currently thinking boy, for no reason at all.  We are not finding out the sex with this one either, it’s just too awesome of an experience. Plus, we would be more than thrilled with either sex.  I know I want to have a boy some day, but I'd LOVE a sister for Lola, especially close in age. Time will tell! 


worries:  Trying not to worry about anything, it’s all in Gods hands. 


what's different this time:  I’m glad I kept a journal with my last pregnancy. It’s nice going back and seeing how I felt each week. So far both pregnancies seem to be very similar and I’m curious to see if it stays that way.  Obviously this time around I can’t just lounge around if I’m not feeling very well, I have a very active one year old to take care of. Luckily, she is a very easy kid, for the most part and loooves her sleep. Whew! 


milestones: Heard the heartbeat and saw the cutest fetus in the World, wiggling around. 


best moment this week:  Seeing our future son or daughter pop up on that screen. Your heart just falls instantly in love. & Hearing the heartbeat, of course.  It’s such a comforting and magical sound.